The schedule book

Never did I think that I would come to depend on my schedule book like I do now – I feel anxious without it.
I tried programming everything into the phone — not the same.
I need to see it and hold it to feel like I am controlling my time but it’s an illusion, I think.
“… best made plans” — but still, I love trying to order my time and plan my days.
I feel
A little more effective.